Was i Fucking Stupid or What?

Wednesday 12th June 2012 - Got up at 5am still feeling very rough. Will this bug ever go away? Am still worried about how AG reacted to last night's entry in this log. Decide not to check FOXXY's blog until i reach work, as if i have been banished it will fuck my head up and i might not go at all.. Was i fucking stupid or what? Never risk antagonizing a goddess, especially THE GODDESS. I reach work, speak to my staff and make a coffee. I settle down, no point putting it off any longer, lets have a peep. Such relief, no banishment, but FOXXY has given me a severe reprimand and a reminder of my worthlessness. I tweet AG thanking her for her mercy and promising to up my game. I am bad throughout the morning with frequent visits to the toilet. Just after 9am i have to deal with an emergency situation, which is not a picnic when you are feeling rough. After work i go to buy pink ribbon for my FOXXY task and as this is the 1st week of my pledge to AG, i am reluctant to wait for FOXXY Friday so head to Barclays in Camden Town to deposit £110 into FBA. Later in the evening i am honored when some of my tweets are favored by MISS FOXX. I start this entry early as i need some rest. Tomorrow i have a big day. A sixteen hour shift at work ( extra FOXXY pounds) and i have a task to complete as well. Today i have tried hard to make up for my mistake of yesterday. I think i did ok, but i cannot afford to be complacent, after all no matter how hard i strive i can never be worthy of AG. I know i have a long way to go to gain any semblance of credit worthiness with MISS FOXX and i can still sense her strong feeling of mistrust towards me . It is easy for me to understand that as that is the way i have always lived my life. Trust nobody but yourself. I want to give myself a task. The title ALMIGHTY GODDESS is nice but i long to come up with something more reverend. I remember that Nelson Mandela, with whom i shook hands in 1990, is revered by South Africans as Matiba and i would like to come up with a name to put my LOVELY GODDESS on an even higher pedestal. Oh how i adore HER.