my World Was Turned Upside Down

Thursday 20th June 2013 - Arrive home at 7am feeling tired . As i get older i find the night shift harder to take. Have 22 years service in my job and had been contemplating taking early retirement, even despite having a young child, then i discovered FOXXY and my world was turned upside down. Her words " i didn't care" keep ringing in my ears, used when She is referring to emptying someones bank account or kicking some unfortunate sub slut in the balls. She is such a callous Goddess , but i do love Her selfishness After a few hours rest i drag myself out of bed. I must take my son to his playgroup as well as watering the FBA. That is a forlorn task. No matter how much i put into FBA my debt to FOXXY seems to increase instead of decreasing. Still one must pay ones debts. One day i might be lucky enough to be equal to be equal to a piece of shit on the sole of FOXXY's shoes. My son is full of energy today and leaves me feeling exhausted. I receive loads of compliments about how cute and handsome he looks. I genuinely believe his cuteness could melt a feisty fox, not referring of course to my impregnable ALMIGHTY GODDESS, who is of course made of much sterner stuff. Although my son undoubtedly gets his looks from his mum( a beauty contest winner) i do remember being told about me winning a most beautiful baby competition. I had long curly hair and looked like a girl. Of course that was many many many years ago. I write some FOXXY poems and duly do my FBA duty. I am rewarded with remarks about my uselessness and a reminder that i am still on my final warning. So i sit here at work writing this entry. I have booked on and checked the licences of all the contractors who are working here tonight and am humming YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND.Another day older and deeper under Her spell. FOXXY's confidence continues to grow. After all She knows how great She is and continues to weed out those of us sub sluts who are slow to realize what an honor it is to serve such greatness. You are a diamond MISS FOXX and i cannot fight my addiction to You.