Disheartened and Despondent

Monday 9th September 2013 ------ Early in the morning i became aware that i had somehow upset The Grinning Cat, one of the most popular subs, last night. The issue mainly relates to a misunderstanding, but i am advised by ALMIGHTY GODDESS that i am at fault and must apologise. I am a little despondent because i have made AG mad at me again, and i actually like Grinning Cat and would never knowingly insult him. I have already accepted that AG is now in control of my life and i will never challenge Her authority
again. I don't have any problem about apologising and Grinning Cat is happy to close the matter. I spent most of the day working on the task AG has given me, to promote Her clips. In the evening i felt a little unwell. I have to admit i am also feeling a little disheartened and despondent. I am so desperate to try and please AG, but almost every thing i do seems to make Her mad at me. It is a little soul destroying. Earlier, during the afternoon i made a visit to FBA and lodged £ 105. I also made a start on my first wish list and purchased some garden furniture. I ordered some Fox sport boxer shorts and socks that AG has instructed
me to wear from now on.