Red Painted Toenails

Dear Goddess,

As i am typing this diary entry i am staring at my red painted toenails. i am still in a bit of shock that You had me paint them and it was much worse when You told me i had to leave the polish on till tomorrow morning! For some reason i keep finding myself taking my socks off so i can look at my toes. i can't keep myself from thinking about how pretty they look, which embarrasses me to no end.

i would like to thank You for Your newest blog posting and YouTube video. They were both quite exciting, particularly the video. You are so hypnotic and it seems like You are talking directly to me. And every word You say is SO true!

i am glad that some boy finally bought the vest You were demanding. After watching Your video multiple times i was getting ready to buy it for You even though i have no spare cash available after buying You a pedicure yesterday and allowing for my reparations tomorrow. i know my tributes are quite small in comparison to some of Your other boys and that my money probably means next to nothing to You. However, my tributes to You have made a very large dent in my tight budget and i continue to struggle to keep up.

i am wondering if You would prefer that i keep my toenail polish on tomorrow until after i whip myself for You. Somehow i think You might find that pleasing...

Your humble servant,