my Fun

Thursday 8th August 2013 ----Apologised to AG in the morning for mistaking a retweet of another domme as one of Hers. She thinks i am paranoid, little does She know of the life i have lived. There have been occasions in the past ( long ago ) when people thought i was being paranoid because i acted on my instincts . Those instincts have saved the life of me and others on more than one occasion. I am certainly not a person who suffers from illusion or irrationality. It was a quite day apart from a visit to FBA , where i deposited £205. It has been another day when i have felt myself becoming more disillusioned with the findom scene. It appears to me to be a place where, apart from a few exceptions, people keep singing the same old tunes and lack imagination or creativity. I ask my self again, what am i doing here? After all , there isn't anyone on this earth that i feel inferior to. If i cared about the money , i would be long gone. Not that i am rich, i have just never been materialistic. Playing with my little son today was so much fun. I think that i became involved in findom because i was attracted by AG and was a little intrigued. All i have found is that the dommes have fun because it affords the good ones a comfortable lifestyle, and the subs that have fun seem to have kinks which make them enjoy being beaten or humiliated. My fun has been restricted to a bit of humorous banter with AG . I think my days may be numbered.