Balls Off

Wednesday 28th August 2013 ----- Had a very restless night, didn't sleep at all. Spent the night thinking of AG and my being owned by Her. In the early morning i went to see my doctor. He advised that i had damaged tissue in my foot when i fell, and it had caused a recurrence of infection. He prescribed antibiotics. I received a tweet from AG regarding my pledge. I sent an email advising that i couldn't honor it until next week and begging AG for her understanding and forgiveness. From reading Her tweets later, it is obvious that She is angry with me. I cannot blame Her, my behaviour is not acceptable. Along with my son, FOXXY is my priority and i have let Her down. I must strive with all my might to ensure nothing like this ever happens again. I am determined that i will work my balls off to make it up to my Goddess for having let Her down. My word is everything and for the first time in my life i feel a dent in my self respect.