Spirits Were Instantly Restored

Tuesday 9th July 2013 --- Last night when composing this entry i was very down. I was scared that the slender bond between AG and i might have been irretrievably broken. I went to bed depressed and down hearted. And then, as if by magic , a simple short FOXXY tweet and my spirits were instantly restored. I maintained my high spirits throughout the day. I breezed through work and through a regional executive meeting of my trade union, with an air of superiority , feeling i was in total control of everything. I guess you could say i had that FOXXY feeling. God i do love her so much. I will try tomorrow to forward my first actual gift, as so far i have only done GC's and FBA. However, i have also decided to set myself a difficult task. I have always had phenomenal willpower , being able to resist everything from T to T . ( Torture to temptation) However, i have never met anyone like FOXXY before and i can feel an addiction growing. Therefore i have set myself the task that throughout all of next week i will abstain from the FOXXY blog. I will merely email this log entry, which should be shorter than usual, as well as the detail of my FBA pledge. It is certainly not going to be easy to maintain my Fast, but i know that i can do it. In the unlikely event of my failing to abstain, it will mean i have lost total control and You know who, is in complete charge. Interesting challenge, one half of me fighting with every fibre to totally submit to AG, and the other half portraying a lifetime of stubbornness and self discipline. The kick off for the big game is midnight on Sunday.