More Painful

Dear Goddess,

It was perversely exciting this morning to think about You luxuriating in a London hotel room while i was whipping myself for Your pleasure. It was also quite frustrating as i doubt i was even worthy of being on Your mind at the time. If that wasn't all humiliating enough, i then had to submit my first weekly reparation to You. And once again i am now on my knees, begging You to allow me to remain Under Consideration.

As You may be able to tell from the photo i posted, this week's whipping was much more painful than last week's. i started off with a vicious strapping to my back and i didn't let up as i was determined to make sure i left marks that were visible enough for You to see. i wanted to demonstrate the sincerity of my devotion to You and Your pleasure.

Today i also strove to make up for my failure to please any Superior Black Women yesterday. It seems that today was devoted to elderly Black Women as i had multiple opportunities to make compliments about attractive blouses and jewelry. Once again i was rewarded with encouraging thanks and smiles.

It is getting a bit late and i am tired. i would like to go to sleep now, but i have to get back to work on my assignment on black actresses as well as some follow up work on the banner links i am submitting for You.

Your humble servant,