2nd Warning

Sunday 16th June----Awoke on this Fathers day feeling content , looking at the handsome face of my little son lying in bed beside me. My happiness was to be short lived. On checking Foxxy's blog i read of a 2nd warning being given to a wayward boy and i knew instinctively that i was the boy being referred to. The previous warning that i had received was not unexpected, in fact at that time i had even feared banishment for being to open and "comfortable" with my comments. On this occasion , however, it was totally not expected and i am left feeling somewhat shell shocked . I read FOXXY's email several times to try and understand what i had done wrong. There is a reference to " FOXXY shouldn't" and an inference that this was tantamount to telling ALMIGHTY GODDESS what she should or shouldn't do. Nothing could have been further from my intentions and i found it difficult to comprehend how that interpretation had been taken. I consoled myself by remembering the 5th commandment from the BOOK of FOXX i.e MISS FOXX is always right even when to my inferior brain She may appear to be wrong. ALMIGHTY GODDESS also made reference to my being " too comfortable". I don't really understand this. I am by nature a laid back and relaxed individual. I try and equate this situation to being a boy in a school classroom who needs to use the toilet. I think in the scenario, i have gone to the toilet without 1st seeking permission from the teacher. This does not , in my worthless opinion, mean that i am being disrespectful to the teacher. However, i accept that if the teacher feels that i am being disrespectful, then i am at fault, no matter how much unintended, and i must apologize accordingly . I really am besotted with ALMIGHTY GODDESS and am genuinely scared of losing Her. I am not a young boy and it is not easy for me to change my ways. Some of them i won't ever change. Things like honesty , respect and loyalty. I like to think that ALMIGHTY GODDESS won't ask me to change those characteristics as they are similar to the ones which attract me to Her. I will read this entry 5 times , as instructed to by AG, to see if there is anything which could be misconstrued. I am feeling tired and tomorrow i must clean my house as i have guests who are coming from Ireland to attend the Ascot races. During the day i am pleased to receive Fathers day greetings from my adopted daughter Sandra in Ghana, West Africa. I always call her by her pet name SHAKAINA which in GHA language means "glorious one". She never knew her real father and her mother is a drug addict. I have been supporting her since she was just 7 years old. She is now 27 and has 2 children of her own. She has named her son after me and her daughter after my late mother. I am so proud of her and disturbed that i have not seen her since 2008, the longest i have ever gone without seeing her. I must try to visit Ghana this year.