my First Assignment

I’m unsure how I could even begin to start thanking you for the past week. These last eight days have truly given my life new meaning. Being someone that has waited, longing for somebody special to commit to, I could never have considered that I would find myself committing to a lady as incredible as you. Selfishly, my expectations for a lady, that I’ve waited years to find, were far too high. Yet, as if by a complete fluke, I have found myself presented with an opportunity to serve a lady who far exceeds my own understanding of perfect. Only in my dreams does it make sense that so many contrasting characteristics can be the embodiment of my Goddess. When I wake from this dream, in my conscious mind, I am gifted the opportunity to offer myself up in full, to a lady whose smile makes me place a hand to my beating heart. It seems that you have given me everything that I was unaware I had even wanted, and I find myself guilt ridden that I have been unworthy of this Christmas gift so far. As offered to you in my pledge of commitment, I have offered you me, a gift so insignificant by comparison of what I have obtained in return. Amongst my New Years ‘Foxxy Resolutions’ of desiring to earn my status amongst your subs, I have commit myself to making you realise, every single day, just how incredible you are. My commitment to you is one of joy, both for what I gain in myself and for what I offer to you. My happiness is felt through bringing you entertainment and amusement in your days. This is something which I do through showing no regard for my self respect, and seemingly so that when I execute such disgraceful actions with you in mind, I forget to question the threat upon my dignity. I find myself wanting to humiliate myself out of choice just so that I am comforted by the knowledge that a small portion of your smile is devoted to me. As I come to understand more of this world, I find myself more in awe of you than ever before. You offer your subs respect with the expectation that they reciprocate. Yet, I find myself amazed that you give an offering of such intense trust to people as it would be a dangerous offering for any regular lady to commit to. Just so you are assured, the implication that you exceed normal is fully justified. You excel on any spectrum that I could measure you, both in interior and exterior beauty. The person you are on the inside is one of passion and understanding. Through your own experience, you have developed a large understanding of other people in the world and how each of your lives might coincide. Your personality is a compliment to all the people that you grace with your company. Also, it has been wonderful to gain some insight into your opinion of people, and to me it seems that your wisdom is far beyond your years, something that many people tire of in their live, or choose to neglect. I’m comforted by the knowledge that you have made an active decision to embrace life in full, as well as embrace the people in it. Your exterior beauty leaves me speechless. It is not only because you portray your beauty with such confidence, but because you’re seriously cute. Your eyes are personally my favourite feature. I could look at a picture of you for endless time, becoming lost in your eyes, only hoping that I might have the good fortune of witnessing their beauty in person. Your natural beauty is forever flattered by the stream of elegant outfits you wear on a daily basis. I can only imagine what people out in the world think of you as you pass, but I’m certain that they can’t keep their focus away from you, just as I can’t. From the moment our relationship together began, I haven’t been able to have a moment to myself without thinking of you. Whether it is what we shall next talk about, what you’ll next be expecting of me, perhaps what you’re wearing and being assured in my own knowledge that you’ll look incredible regardless. But, I find myself happy that you are constantly on my mind. This is partially because it is our own little secret, nobody else could possible know that I am always thinking of you. Then, it is also because thinking of you truly gives my life meaning. I am so grateful that I get to devote my days to you. But more importantly, the piece of this segment that you shall be most interested in. I like that you enjoy sissifying me. For you, it is necessary that I am a girl on demand. I like that you keep me outside of my comfort zone, that I am never able to feel at ease. I am comfortable with offering you my dignity when I ‘drop it like it’s hot’ or shake my ‘hoochy’ booty on webcam for you. It has taken me until now to realise that women truly have all the control in this world. Men so badly desire to be humiliated by women so that they are put in their place and made to realise that women are superior. From the moment I started getting to know you, I could plainly see that you are far superior to me. But, over time, I’m increasingly realising exactly why you are superior to me. You can manipulate my thoughts effortlessly (and I’m glad that you do), you can make me do whatever it is you choose for me to do (and I’m glad that you do), you can make me feel happy that my life has meaning and that it’s meaning is me devoting myself to you (and this one means everything too me). I have reiterated myself a lot throughout this piece unintentionally, but I submit this in hope that you’ll realise just how highly I think of you. Personally, for me, I feel that I’ve been unable to put it into words as of yet, but when I find myself able to formulate my thoughts, and fully articulate myself, I hope that the compliment spoken shall live on with you forever. Thank you for being in my life. (Quote) “I am so glad that we have found each other”